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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Your heart has wings:fly!!!!!

It is 22nd of February (tuesday) and I am sitting at home in warmth with cup of tea in my hand..Yeah epidemy of flew is spreading here fast.Yesterday my mum took my younger brother to doctor but he wasn't examined as there were 58 children waiting to be examined..so mum went there again today.The sentence was : flu....2 weeks at home.:( (it means computer will be occupied more than before).As my brother is same addicted as me .My brother likes pretending he is ill not to go to school ,once he put termometer on the heater then showed my mum and she believed he has fever...Smart beast ha?I didn't go to school yesterday and later called to my friend how was there as we were to hand in business plan for Business studies( me and business hahahaaa I must ask someone for help)anyway she said that I could come becasue even teachers got ill and school is almost empty and safe ground there were only 10 class mates from 34 yesterday.And all my best mates are in beds as I gave them flu as a gift sorry to say...I am innocent....
I got video casette from this school formal party and I watched it safely at home -everything was fine and working.Next day my friend came to me and asked f she could lend mine becasue her is not working properly( actually it was not her,Kasia didn't buy cassette and just borrowed from another class mate -from Asia and it appeared that Asia's cassette had no voice since the middle of entering formal dance),(just then when I opened the door for kasia I was in sleeveless blouse and wind with snow examined my body properly so I got sneezing)So kasia was very afraid that she did something wrong ,that her video damaged voice on Asia'a cassette.I calmed her down .I told her not to worry becasue also one other friend as I heared has cassette without voice.Kasia was calmer and asked if she could borrow mine to watch it properly with voice..Iagreed...there was nothing to loose.next day kasia gave it back to me saying just thanx ,then karolina (girl who was not taking part in the party ) borrowed it to watch at home...Late evening I pick up the receiver and hear :''Oh my God ,Zosia I really don't know what 's the matter,there is no voice on the cassette since middle of dance formal one''.I was in shock.I told Karolina not to worry.Next day Karolina visited me at home (then I gave her flu probably)and we together checked the cassette-there was no voice.I immediately called to kasia but she of course went somewhere with her boyfriend and parents don't know when she will be back.Few days later I was visiting my ill friend (with whom we were coughing together at school..sharing our flu with smiles lol)and she (Asia) said that Kasia gave her back her casette and not checking if it is hers she went to the man who was recording cassettes and replaced it for working one...Guess what!!!!!!! Kasia Gave Asia my cassette which was fine and I got wrong Asia's one.I called to operating man and he said he will come to school soon and give me proper one back....but right now I am not at school...zabardast.On 11th february I was having my birthday but as I gave quite big party on 18 th year I decidednot to organize anything...of course my friends said they will come even if I don't organize it....how cute of them lol:)
Unfortunately everyone was to come on different day...so weekend was messy ( I was hoping they will come all together).On friday came just one friend ...I made cake(mmmmmmmmmmm) bought good wine and pizza.I got sms from other friend that he can't come as he is after painting his grandma's room...grrr...I sent him sms....come dirty and exhausted but today....So on friday I greeted 2 friends and of course there were my siblings too.Unfortunately they seemed to forget about time as it was getting lateee.....so I didn't sleep well.....actually I had to say eventually that I am gonna have a bath...They went.Next day Karolina ( she broke her nose coming back school few days before) came to give me back some notebooks...Gave me late wishes and I invited her upstairs as there was some cake left...,I made also cappucino.We sat down started to talk when we heared door bell....It was Asia with her friend Łukasz(they both looked together like a couple or siblings anyway having great relation with each other)....Karolina was in the other room then and when she heared who came she asked me to hide her somewhere...she was begging me....lol actually I understand her despair becasue she had still bandage (plaster) on her broken nose,but I told her not to worry...beyong friends....so we were sitting together in my sister's big room when Marta ( my neighbour and friend I know since early childhood ).I must admit it was fantstic evening as we were talking on various topics....there was no dancing,no movie but just gossiping,laughing and eating...Mum made in a hurry one little birthday cake and we had some ice cream....and champagne.Next day I found val;entine's card from Lukasz.....I was surprised ,,,,how can someone leave you card He had never seen me before...(or maybe in class photo).Next day also my father called to me apologising that he forgot....I got used to that.On his birthday ( as he was born on 16th) I also wished him with delay...but not deliberately.On 14th february...Valentine's day...( I hate this day)love ,love all around...so much love tat I want to vomit...;)
I got 2roses ,few cards,few sms and too much chocolate...So even lonely heart can be sweettttt lol.
Few days later Łukasz (Asia's friend who is in love with her but she loves someone else) visited me with his friend Maciek.Maciek saw I have virus in computer and offered he will format the disc...I agreed..as his main subject at school is computer studies...so I thought it is safe...lol well I was wrong....after his formating computer was not working at all.....and Suddenly my grandpa came into my room schouting with question why I am not learning as it is not weekend..We were all very confused...LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL....I decided never invite anyone during a week...(although I didn't invite them that time).On saturday my friend came and we were together frying french fries and giggling...it was great...mmm....and so unhealthy...lol

Saturday, February 05, 2005

I love such evenings....

My school formal party is over and I think of it as very well organized.Although I was not so lucky because my friend from other school invited me for his party too.I agreed why not?but just one week before my school party he informed me that his party is postponed and it will take place just the day before my own .grrrr.....zabardast.I had to go0 to hairdreser twice but dress was same.At the first party I had really great time..band was great and food delicious...it was great until my friend vomitted on my shoes. so I had to take him under my arm and walk to bathroom..but it was not worst...after time I noticed I have no bag...gr..I started to look for it everywhere..in despair as all my documents ,mobile and camera ws there.Then my friend came to me and that he hid it and will give me back if I will kiss him lolI was mad at him ,of course I denied and told him if he won't give t back I will go home by taxi.he gave it back duly and started to apologise.gr.....and next day my own school party was much calmer altho ugh hall was little and too much crowd there and there was les food than previous evening.Unfortunately my legs or actually feet gave up and I had to take shoes off ,I had highhills and after dancing a lot one evening before I couldn't stand that pain..blisters as usual.Just next day my winter holidays started..and our computer failed...I couldn't imagine holidays without internet so I went to cafe few times and in the end of frredom I visited my father as he invited us but we ( I mean me and my brother ) decided to spend there just one evening.Temperature outside was terrible about 8 degrees below 0 so I am happy I didn't freezed on the way.I told father about computer and he said there is one old computer standing outside inthe snow but very old and if we wish we may take it.It was very useful although hard disc space is only 900 Mb yahoo is working and other programme.I met also my half-brothers.generally it was quite nice. I looked into my father's eyes and asked if he is happy...he answered he was at the beginning.Yesterday we organize at my friend's home watching evening movie for 3 people :)At first we planned to go to the cinema.Maybe 2 weeks ago I went there as it was new opened cinema ,I went for Bridgitte Jones second part..comedy.Till the beginning of the movie I was not sure if I am in proper room .and these terrible ...advertisements...they lasted 20 minutes.grrrr.....at momemts I thought that maybe we mistook the rooms and found ourselves in a room for watching adverts lol.Finally it started and I really couldn't stop laughing ..it was so funny.Main actres Rene Zellwager had to put on weight a lot for the role...well probably she was wel l paid as well for that.I thought yesterday we will go also to this cinema (as I have free ticket :)but friends wanted to save some money so we got same movie on Cd and watched at home.Of course Zosia was late about 15 minutes because of unexpected visit of my zabardast uncle with whom I had to stay and talk.When I got out of the bus I saw one of my friend ,with her I was to meet earlier at the bus stop,she was waiting for me because forgot the way to our target.First we all went (3 girls). to the near shop and buy 2 big pizzas and mega PEPSi...we spent them longer than suposed couldn't decide if to take pizza or french fries...PIzza won .The movie title was ''Curse'' (in some translations ''the grudge'')...horror movie...we were only at home with her black mysterious cat with big green eyes... After taking pizza out of the oven we switched off the light and started to watch.Bbrrr...t was really thrilling.. and we were joking we will stay for night at her house because we are afraid of going home lol. Watching horror also can be funny...taking into account that we laugh when we are afraid.....and when one person starts to shout we all do or run away...:)After one moment I jumped and sat next to me best friend who squeezed my hand lol and we were together shivering with fear...Imagine there was in the movie same black cat as my friend's one so .when her cat suddenly jumped on my knees ....brrrr...
We ate all pizzas...mmm....and drunk all pepsi...then we were watching photos ..and joking .I love such evenings ,after them each depression goes away..on the way home we were holding together...it was dark when we were taking the bus.....even when movie had thrilling climate it was many years ago when I stopped being afraid of horrors...I just say to myself it is fairy tale and that's all.Yesterday I slept like dead...