say bye to old one ...time to cheerish time to be ....just one step ahead...'.

Hello everyone ...I know ,I know whatyou are thinking...''she doesn;t like us '' she stopped posting...''no no nothing like that.....I just didn't manage to deceive the time and life...actually I hardly ever do as I am really bad actress....so I prefer to take life as it is.Starting from 22nd december -the day of my classs Eve meal at school....So I have to say it was quite nice.I dyed my hair (but just with colour shampoo which lasts for about 8 washings)...my hair was to be chestnut coloured but instead I saw in a mirror something like strenghtened ginger ...Well at first I was schocked but then I got used to it.Now it is almost gone.before going out I decided to take a tie....As there is uncle ,grandpa and brother at home I thought on of them may know how to link the tie....Whereas it appeared to be my wish Because they couldn't do that. So finally my grandpa helped me with his shaking hands ..I was a bit late but imagine teacher was more late and camera man was waiting outside.Actually everyone was to come at 8 but as usual we overslept a bit ;) means till 9 nothing was prepared yet.Finally we layed the tables ,lit up the christmas tree...and gathered all together..Unfortunately I sat (accidentally) next to the teacher....I wanted to change the place when I got to know that but it was too late as she was just coming towards me and it would be very unpolite from my side.At times it was quite artificial: teacher started to say her speech greeting one (which seemed to be well prepared before-nothing surprising ,she says same each year ) and she was just to sit down when the camera man asked her to repeat because he didn't launch camera yet.So teacher dully repeated her part..Then one of my class mate read part of a Bible aloud ( as it is christian tradition but not everyone respects it)...surprisingly instead of reading about Jesus Birth he read something totally not associated with the topic.There was heared shy laughter around the class....lol.Everyone was very elegant boys in ties and suits and girls very smart...We started to wish each other sharing the ''opłatek''.There were 34 people to share with so imagine ..it took some time.I was first person to share with the teacher as I was sitting just next to her.Actually everyone gets same wishing so Everyone seems to be bored with that...and the worst is off course kissing. When you end your wishes you must give a hug or kiss 3 times each person...grrrrrr....hahahaha what makes all the girls laugh is one boy in our class...You know each time he was saying anything to the girls he was looking at the breast not into eyes as is proper..We all felt stupid about it but it was possibl;e to pass it,,we just didn't give him much time for his observations lol. .In the background there were carols recorded from radio but we also had to sing one carol ourselves in front of the camera man.....lol but when he was gone boys started to play own Cds with music like dance and techno...Suddenly priest came into the class...''Oh what a nice carol...strange eve you have'' ...teacher went red and replied: oh .well....it is very modern christmas eve '':):):):)He just came with own ''Opłatek '' and everyone must have taken a piece .As usual teache r asked me stupid things like : '' Why Karolina ,Kasia and Ania didn't come ? maybe they have some emotional problems?''(these are my friends) I said they just don't feel this class...There were some nice dishes ...not so much as on real family eve but everything was also delicious.Of course my teacher sitting next to me which is always on a diet for the whole life lol was just tasting and putting away...So we were all just eating talking ...some were sending sms,some smoking cigarettes in the bathroom,also mates from other class came to wish us happy christmas..Some of us left earlier not to help with the cleaning (smart beasts lol ) ,I was till the end ..Class mates were doing some arrangements concerning going out for beer to town together...but I just prefered to go home ,happy because of free days ahead of me.Being home we decorated the christmas tree ,taking off some cobwebs ;)..cleaned around and cheerish freedom...(which was to end soon).Of course school gave us lots of homework for this time thinking we have nothing better to do...!!!??? how wrong it is . It is said it is free time but there is always something to do and in christmas there is cooking ,family greeting ,family wisiting and ....home chatting ..lol So I was to prepare readings for my oral exams in April but I even didn't start it yet..Yeah shame me.The 24th december was full of glory and warm atmosphere.In the morning when shops were still opened I went shopping to buy some little gifts for my 5 family members...As I realise all they like is their mobiles I bought mobile clothing for sister,standing figure for mobile for brother and uncle ( in woman shapes)lol especially uncle was delighted;) mum got from me some cosmetics and grandpa thick winter socks.In town everyone was so in a hurry ...running around with packed gifts ..in haste not to miss the bus...I also bought one gift for my best friend here : figure of angel made of salt mass to hang somewhere ,it was girl angel with long curly white hair and in blue dress holding a book with words: IT IS GREAT YOU ARE HERE FRIEND! Christmas eve supper was delicious but as usual too much of it...There was of course main dish :carp which was reason of argument in the morning ....-who is gonna to kill that poor fish? For years it was cruel work of my grandpa but now he is tooo weak and forgets everything so My brother was very happy to do so.When he is doing this terrible murdery oo the fish I omit him with big step.And everywhere is the smell of fish...Yuk!!!On 24th we are not eating meat,we are fasting preparing for huge amount of food in the evening so dinner in my home that day consists usually of hering water with potatoes and onion.I hate it too...I remeber when on 23th dec. I started to eat some chicken when my mum said : Zosia...don't eat it it is 2 minutes after midnight so fasting is started lol'' hehe...But you know I never count the day started till I go to bed and wake up .Of course even in christmas time my sister was fussing about the fod and I was so fed up with it.Sometimes she really exaggerates,This year our supper was late at 9 in the evening,then we were overpacking gifts .(I got some cosmetics ,teddy bear and underwear ) then at midnight people go to church for so called ''pasterka'' where we sing carols .I usually don't go for it as it is so late and having in mind each time when I fell asleep in the church I think it has no sense.But I went conceived by my driving me crazy sister.When we were on the road heared my uncle calling us from window (he hateschurxh ,priest and everything connected....,sometimes I think he likes christmas only because of fish lol) : ''hey bigots come back ...don't dare go to church '' lol at first we burst out laughing but we were angry with him as some neighbours were also coming...Imagine....Gathering in the church starts always in the darkness ,only there is light coming from big christmas trees standing close to the altar...This time each christmas tree was very pink!!!In the end we were to wish to someone ,,unfortunately there were a lot of my acquaintances ...so there was some work lol. I was sitting next to my sister..I told her : Beata move a bit ,there is free place behind you '' -what for ? she asked._just so ,I am waiting for Keanu Reeves lol I I joked.Maybe 2 minutes after 70 year old man sat next to me .hehe ''See my Keanu -Matrix just came ..''There are some traditions also in christmas eve time ,for exmple boys hang off gates and then we have to look for it ( very wise lol) and there is a belief this night animals talk human voice.You know I used to believe this staff and as a child I always went to my dog to ask him how does he feel..lol but I was very disappointed as he never ever given to me even a word.;)yeah sometraditions are so funny...Two another days were just so ...spent with family and friends wandering somewhere and doing actually nothing benefitial.After sunday time in church my mum and sister went to cemetary but I prefered to leave earlier and go near the river.Mum was a bit angry with me...but it passed fast.I mean her bad mood.Then in the afternoon they went to monastery -there was ceremony called "Holy family..associated with Jesus parents .Well ..I didn't go there with them too.
I thought time in church is enough...I am not saint ..lol. I was laughing my sister will become angel soon.
My dog got better those days although I think he sees just some shadows,anyway he became very familiar with armchair in my room and dog became more like cat as he sleeps all day on the armchair and at night sleeps sharply.Bobo put very much on weight since it got better. so he is better bodyguard now :) On 31st of december -preparations for new year 's party.I was just to leave when phone rang -it was my father.He was inviting me for winter holidays as now he has more room to share and just wanted to wish me happy new year.Yeah I told him same....then I realised It is my grandpa's name day after midnight so I have to wish him ,unfortunately he was in toillet...I was waiting quite long till he come out...wish him and went out with champagne.I dropped for my friend who was to do cake and together we went happily for the place. In a half of way (exactly where taxis are having rest ) I was just telling my friend I took a camera to take some pictures when my sister called on my mobile informing me I left camera downstairs.grrrrrr......we came back for it .Being at 9 in the evening at the party we were greeted by the rest of acquaintances although It was cake which was greeted more than we.lol I was keeping close to my friend as there was my ex-boyfriend there.I am avoiding him ,he is past for me ,it is over but he seems to be still jeallous and treats me like his possession.grrrrrr.....At midnight we were al at the balcony wishing each other happy new year...actually before there was final counting down...10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2.....when people from opposite flat balcony screamed : hey you have wrong clock it is still 4 minutes left.:0 hehe watever...according to our clock it is now.
I got little dizziness and went outside for a moment,leaving my mobile on the table ( big mistake -never do that again ).When I came back I saw that boy holding my mobile in a hand and reading sms .( how could he !!!???????)I asked him "'what are you doing ? give it to me"' Imagine next day I got some messages from my on line friends that they got very abusive sms from my mobile .!!!!!!!!! I was shocked .How that boy could do this ?he has no right.I was so angry that I sent this abusive sms to him in same form as he sent to my friends.He must have been very surprised as he had no idea I will get to know w about his stupid behaviour.There was also mmmmmm pizza...and all was fine apart from that accident with mobile.
I got home at 7 in the morning....so tired after dancing a lot that I just brushed my teeth and washed face and jumped into bed sleeping till 12....I had to wake up soon as it was my grandpa's name day and family was supposed to come.Mum again prepared lots of food and they were all sitting and watching tv and talking about politics...and minor things...I took some pictures these days ,tomorrow film will be developed...So we are in new year ....let it will be better..I hope .Although as I know from my own experience I promise a lot of things each year and it is never fulfilled or maybe just partly....Let's say it is given in testimony to another year....Now I am waiting for next christmas Eve .....and beet soup with mushroom pies..mmmmmm......-it is only once in a year...