last day of freedom...we are going to jail:)

It is tuesday today and what is after tuesday?....hmmm..Wednesday?Hmm....the first day of school...the day of ''national teenage mourning''..what can I do.I have to defend this school stress and put some knowledge to my head.of course with slight permission of it.:)Tomorrow everyone will come like a crowd of ants to this terrible building dressed in black and white and smile happily to teachers thinking''Oh god....what am I doing here?''In my previous school there were rooms with windows without handles like in a prison...don't know why..maybe to prevent us from comitting a suicide jumping out of the window???who knows...
Last night I couldn't close my eyes cause there was moon in full.I am not superstitious or something but I simply can't sleep when it is so.Clouds were black with only few stars on the sky.and few hours ago the moon looked like a big orange ball so I was missing not having a camera.Let's say I hid it deeply in my mind.Everytime when moon is in full it reminds me of all this wolves screaming to the moon or witches flying on the broomstick..(here is the result of watching too many thrillers)....so I closed the rollet blinds not to see this amazing sight...but then I heared my dog burking in front of the house.We simply forgot to close in at home.Probably there were other dogs or cats there that's why he was so naughty....maybe it is better he stayed there cause if he stayed at home he would bark on the corridor...Oh god sometimes I feel like in a zoo.In the morning as usual I went to the shop for a bread and some other stuff...and the sales assistant said :Oh Zosia I am sure you are very happy to go to school.aren't you?and she grinned...and I replied.."sure as never'':):)
Preparing the salad mum called me asking if I am eager to put some cucumber skin on my face(as it is thought to make it plain and nice in touch lol and have some whitening characteristics).Actually it doesn't have any sense for me now so I said my mum that even without it I look like an egg:).Today for the dinner I was peeling mushrooms and you know what?I can say it is real art to peel it properly as my mum said I am doing it as if it ws a potato!!anyway it is very nice vegetable.Just need tender hand ...

Every breathe you take....

today I woke up with no ease.I just opened one eye ...thanx to the bright string of sun coming to my room through badly hung curtain and rapidly hid my face under the blanket.But then typical deluge of thoughts came and didn't let me close my eye.Yesterday I went to the swimming pool.just to relax a bit.You know it is really great feeling to dive in blue ....and disappear under the surface.I felt like a fish..splashing in it but then I got a pain in my foot and had to stop for a while.Have you heard that small babies can swim..!!???yup it is true.While they are in mum's abdomen they are in water so that's why.It is incredible.and today...hmm...something with my muscles.Now I am sitting with a piece of watermelon which is a kind of dessert after having an ice cream.You know the more I move the hungrier I am....well it seems to be quite normal reaction of human organizm.I like feeling that I am alive but do not exaggerate...peace also can be music.Where can you find this kind of melody?Only in perfect solitude near the river or n the forest.But then I am sorry I don't have wings to fly .to fly away and escape from this busy life .and problems.Yup I know what you think ...what a cowardly girl she must be.For me a sign of cowardness is comitting a suicide.but being so close to the nature ...so that you can hear the whisper of trees ....can't be called sin.It is just one of my secretly weaknesses...